Remember what I said about being in denial in my last post? Well... it turns out I am in a little bit more denial than I thought... And this, this tornado, is the result...
Welcome to Exhibit I...
Now let me explain... I do work 8 hours a day, 5 days a week, and after 2 of those 8 hour days I babysit, for anywhere from 5 to 7 more hours. So, in my defense, I don't have a whole lot of down time, but with paying for college, and gas, I don't particularly mind working so much for the amount of money I make. I know that is just an excuse for me to allow my room to become such a disaster... but that is my excuse, and I am sticking to it...
Welcome to Exhibit II.
And here is Exhibit III.
Exhibit IV
And last but not least... Exhibit V.
Today I realized why I let my room ever get like this. I am in DENIAL. By leaving my room the exact way that it is, it keeps me from cleaning it. And by refraining from cleaning I am refraining from sorting. And by not sorting I am not packing. If you are still following my logic, then you may have realized that after this process of not cleaning, I am refusing to completely accept the fact that in 85 days I am moving... Across the Country... to a small island where I will live on my own without my mommy and my daddy... I know... I should really just accept that I am really moving, but I'm not ready yet, so here my room sits, a complete and total disaster, worse than I think it may have ever been in my life, reminding me of my denial.
Southern Belle in Denial
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